Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2025 steps (ha, I'm just over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'How To Magnify God'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Get Serious About Personal Growth' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Pardoned By God'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 17TH consecutive awesome sleep last night!! Like the past two days, nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 8am when PIG mum wakes me with her noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before going back outside and awaiting Karina's arrival @ 8:15am.
- After PIG mum lets Karina in, she knocks, pushes the door open and calls good morning. When I nod Pearl back @ her, she says "hitting the snooze button for fifteen more minutes ..." Pearl gives another nod and she thankfully withdraws; phew, since Pearl's anatomically incapable of giving the Bear Bum! XD
- When Karina returns fifteen minutes later, I use the pot :P once more for one tinkle and we get me kitted, before I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Thanks to Karina who squirts some toothpaste for me.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then head out to the gobbling :P table with Karina, rousing @ her for AGAIN skipping breakfast and ordering her to buy some after she buys groceries for PIG mum.
- For breakfast, I munch one bowl of Just Wrong :P and Special K with one slice of toast lightly smeared with avocado and lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Thanks to Karina who turns on Sunrise for my viewing pleasure. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, while Karina closes and locks windows, I sit once more over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the passenger seat of Karina's car, and she tootles me off to GCCW! Thanks to her who kindly helps me with my seatbelt both ways~
- Upon arrival, I use the loo for one tinkle and then discover we're using Meeting Room Two today.
- OInly seven attended today (an 8th lady appeared briefly but left after leaving her e-mail address). Thanks to Pat who helped me once too the loo (I used the ambulant cubicle in the normal ladies loo since the disabled was occupied) and thanks to Sattya who got me FOUR bikkies along with my morning cuppa, white and two! The meeting ended eight minutes early today (but thanks to Tammy who stayed with me until Karina came back) and homework next fortnight's 'magic'; think I'll just send one of the HP stories I published on fanfictionn.net before the brain injury wiped me out!
- Back home, I took a nice warm shower - hairwash today. Also thanks to Karina who helped me rinse my hair out, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
- Dried, creamed and rekitted, dad made me a tuna toastie for lunch but he took a huge chomp first and even 'forgot' the slice of cheese the first time around! >< I also drank one mug of unsweetened English breakfast; hopefully PIG mum'll pour me a cup of powdered HK-style milk tea for arvo tea.
- Dad tried to sign Karina off and shoo her away four minutes early, but I remembered that she hadn't written the shift notes yet so kept her till 2pm. She's back again same time next Thursday and taking me to my first Christmas party for 2024 - the CODA one!
- After using the loo for one tinkle I walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up the two most important hours of my day, I'll use the loo for one tinkle before sitting @ the gobbling :P table to read for one hour.
- Looking forward to watching the 6pm news bulletin (Seven's) for the 195TH time!
- Tonight's ice cream night, yay! Like I say every week, a very little's better than none @ all~
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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