Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2667 steps (ha, I'm over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Marveling @ The End Of History'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Forgiveness Comes First, Feelings Afterwards' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'God Sees You'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:10am, when PIG mum woke me with her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. I was still using the pot :P for one tinkle when she let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo.
- PIG mum helped me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Just Wrong :P and Special K with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. She tootles us off to church; lol, we arrive so early the parking ushers haven't even taken their position yet! XD
- Since the disabled loo lid's closed, as are the first two cubicles of the normal ladies' loo, I use the third cubicle myself since obviously PIG mum's not gonna lift the lid for me.
- Once I grab my usual spot for service on the most left, PIG mum leaves for CSS.
- Yay I stayed seated for worship again today. I sang everything, plus the harmony for two songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker was Peter Pie; he started a three-week miniseries called Prepare Him Room.
- After service I grabbed one nibble from the morning tea basket (PIG mum was mean and wouldn't lemme also have a pack of MSG crackers >< *sigh*) and grabbed my usual spot outside the service hall.
- Aunty Doris (Uncle Norm's mum) wandered over for a chat! She tells me she goes caroling every year and how come I don't? I just said since I've not asked mother may I but it's really coz I don't relish standing. XD
- At 11am PIG mum took me once more to the loo before walking with me behind the hall to where EM lunch was held. After I'd taken a seat to the most-left, PIG mum rocked off for her coffee and gossip session with the other church aunties.
- Thanks to Dr. Lee who walked behind me and got food for me; he didn't even try to kill me this time! (Last time, he 'accidentally' got a cashew nut for me. XD) The rice was yellow, there were dumplings (my favourite food) and mincemeat!
- There was even mano sai lai lol (say that in Canto) and donuts!
- Unfortunately I couldn't find anyone to take me to eat shaved ice afterwards (Rosana said ask your parents and I'm like but dad's overseas and mother's out with the other aunties) but thanks to Uncle Peter and Aunty Carol who dropped me home
- I use the loo for one more tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- A 2:53pm I'll use the loo for one tinkle but coming back online since the grand final between Auustralia and Tonga starts @ like 3:05pm!
- Prolly won't get to watch the 6pm news for the 184TH time since PIG mum'll prolly order I shower.
- Toms: Wonder why Lena's coming from 3:30pm till 5:30pm? Presumably seeing Ray foor some acupuncture and massage and then hopefully PIG mum'll take me grocery shopping and aisle walking, else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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