Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2144 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Seminary Of Suffering'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Priority Giving'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Radiating God's Goodness" and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's "Paul's Nephew" but sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-FIVE MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:009am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Actually, since PIG mum’s overseas holidaying, I’m using the time to recharge my mental batteries and prepare for another year with her @ the helm! XD Although dad and I are collecting her from the airport tonight; right, holiday's over. >< XD
Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking for another pot :P trip after dearest dad silently enters my room, kisses me awake and gives me some eye goo before returning outside and awaiting Juliet's arrival @ 7am.
After Juliet arrives I get fifteen more minutes, use the pot :P for one more tinkle and we get me kitted. I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth before sitting over the loo for one tinkle. After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table, who says she had Weet-Bix for breakfast.
I had Weet-Bix for breakfast too! Just one/two, lightly sprinkled with some Minus. :P I also popped all my usual drugs :P and drained one tall cup of watter. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
