Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2172 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "Is God's Love Conditional?"; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Lessons From James (3)'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature had already called once fractionally before midnight; after another pot :P trip @ 5:45am (my favourite thing about the warmer month's prolly how early the Sun rises now! ^^) I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear, Sally and I all happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P when noisy PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap and spreading out the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately struggling into the tee and giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Grumpy: why the eff is Elf's ankle hurting?? The wound's healed and I already stretch her every night and morning! ><
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast's one yummy bowl of flaky Special K cereal with all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). Aunty Sally climbs into the passenger seat and then PIG mum tootles us off to church, parking @ our usual spot down the end. I hike up the ramp, use the third cubicle of the normal ladies loo myself (since the disabled loo lid's closed and horrid PIG mum won't help me lift it), wash and dry both hands then grab my usual spot @ service on the most left.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today. I sing everything plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Dr. Lee with a sermon from the Encountering Jesus sermon series.
- Service ended ten minutes early today; after PIG mum collected me, I used the loo myself again, washed and dried both hands then hiked around to the back for morning tea (one packet of Arnott's bikkies and one Styrofoam of unsweetened white tea). Aunty Sally fed me one extra bikie too! XD
- Everyone else had Japanese for lunch @ Market Square while I had to have lunch with dad @ Hungry Jack's again. *sigh* Tuesday five days ago already marked THREE WEEKS since I've enjoyed a proper meal out for myself and I'm beginning to think I may haveta wait until our Toastmasters Christmas breakup meeting @ the pub for another proper meal out. *sigh*
- Back home I used the loo for one more tinkle, washed and dried Era then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- When PIG mum and Aunty Sally got home, I immediately headed into my room and told Aunty Sally come inside too once you're ready!
- While PIG mum gleefully forced poor Elf on three sets of stretching exercises Aunty Sally and I took selfies with Cowpig!
- Hoping to watch the 6pm news tonight for the 215TH time! Was originally gonna ask PIG mum to please gimme dinner while I watched the news since the Kangaroos are playing @ 7pm but we're having dinner out with Aunty Sally instead (prolly back @ Ho Lin Wah) since she's leaving toms! Will trust they can get the win and watch the full match replay toms!
- Toms: Jane's minding me 9:30am till 2pm, since PIG mum's taking dearest dad to some medical appointment. PIG mum says Ray's too busy to see me; wonder if she'll let us grab breakfast from Macca's then watch a movie together?
- But looking forward to my most important two hours of the day online, reading for one hour then watching the 6pm news for the 216TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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