Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1897 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'We Can Do Nothing'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Find A Mentor (1)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "In Harm's Way" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-SIX MINUTES online after Aunty Cynthia comes and teaches me how to crochet with one hand!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:10am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P around 7:45am and once more just after 9am shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I drink one tall cup and sit over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is my once-weekly fried egg on one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast with a very thin layer of avocado on the top, another tall cup of water, all my usual drugs :P and my first mug of white tea with just a squirt of honey. *sigh* Happily I started reading the new book club novel for thirty minutes!
- When dad said we're leaving, I used the loo for one tinkle and then climbed into the backseat of the car, buckling my seatbelt. Dad tootled us off to church to play table tennis together. Unsurprisingly, we're the first there; I lean against the door while dad fetches the keys to unlock the doors then sit while he sets up three tables.
- Dad and I play thrice, breaking once for a loo trip. The other tables fill too although Uncle Simon's not here this morning?
- After playing, dad tootles us home. I use the loo for one tinkle and then climb back into the car since it's lunchtime.
- Lol, I thought dad was gonna get a mini pizza from Domino's for us; instead he only returns with sushi and one bowl of soupy udon. PIG mum feeds me one sushi roll with yuu darn (say that in Canto) inside and I slurp several strands of delicious udon with two small chunks of kaarage chicken and one slice of tofu skin.
- After dad tootles us home, I use the loo for one tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Some aunty's coming to teach me how to crochet @ 3pm!
- After she leaves I'm planning to read for another 2.5 hours, since it's only Saturdays that I can spend a blessed three hours with a nose buried in a book~
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Oh, the special thing's that ESS will be held downstairs @ 9am coz @ 11am wew're back in the main hall for an EGM!
- Would love lunch out with other ESS people afterwards but expecting a pissy little sth with dad @ Hungry Jack's. *sigh*
- Also expecting a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum. ?> *another sigh*
- But dad had better take us out to CHINESE food for dinner together toms night and gimme ONE bowl of rice!!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else looking forward to seeing everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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