Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1673 steps (ha, I'm over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's "Jesus's Joy In Marriage''; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Be A Giver (2)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'An Audience Of One'. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once around 12:15am this morning; I used the pot :P again around 7am before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Around 9am, PIG mum's noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs awakes me for one more pot :P trip and soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, , I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to finish with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I drink one full mug of water before sitting over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is mu once-weekly fried egg on one slice of dey (unbuttered) bread with a very thin layer of avocado, another full cup of water, all my usual drugs :P and one yummy mug of white tea sweetened with one squirt of honey. Happiness was reading the historical fiction for thirty minutes; the book title appeared on pg. thirty-seven!
- When dad was ready I used the loo for one tinkle, climbed into the backseat of the car and buckled my seatbelt (what I did all day).
- At church I leant against the wall and waited while dad got Aunty Frances to unlock the door for him. After he set up one table for us, we started playing. Uncle Peter appeared and I played with him for a bit too! He's hilarious: counting his fingers as doh, re, me and fah. XD
- Dad takes me once to the loo before we keep playing table tennis; I also use the loo for another tinkle coming home before we meet Anna and Uncle Slam for lunch @ Woka!
- I thought I'd FINALLY enjoy *one proper meal* out but no, when my Hokkien fried rice arrives dad IMMEDIATELY serves himself one HEAPED bowl but only gives me half a small mouthful of ho fan in return and if that's not bad enough, the mocha I'd ordered was only an Ovaltine! >< *sigh*
- Afterwards we bought groceries from ALDI (I wanted to try a box of Milo bars but PIG mum said no) before dad tootled us home; I used the loo for one tinkle and then popped online.
- PIG mum has ordered I shower @ 5pm; wonder if I'll shower quick enough to watch the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the 164TH time?
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Would love lunch out with other ESS peoples but expecting like a pissy cheeseburger with dad and then a stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum. >< *sigh*
- Even worse, we may not get dinner out together since PIG mum might consider today's lunch our once-weekly meal out! *another sigh*
- But hopefully bbl, else looking forward to seeing everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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