Tuesday Post 285b

Good afternoon! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 1930 (so I’m pretty sure I’ll have passed 2000 before the night ends XD) but secondly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY MINUTES online after Shelby minds me for two hours!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 5^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6;45am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:55am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Shirley and I cuddle and snore but I count till only about 200 before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. She’s that early because we’re gonna see the real life lion King movie today! :D
• So after PIG mum hits me with the eye goo and helps me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap, she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen minutes more first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf’s AFO straps (I’m doing all the ifting and knee bending) and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth 9poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and

 I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• At 3:44pm I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 5;57. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• now@ 3:53pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:45. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve actually played two more memorable games, one lasting 7:33 and the other 7:53!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^