Tuesday Post 287b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 615 steps (coz obviously, I've not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'How To Solve Problems (6)'. Anyways, events for today?

• Argh, since I'd achieved an awesome night's sleep back on Saturday (usually that's not possible coz I'm @ home all day but last Saturday I enjoyed a late arvo tea with Christy jie and Fi) I was hoping to score one more week of awesome night's sleep before August ended, but no, INCONSIDERATE PIG mum spends all last night cooking and doesn't wash the clothes till well after I've let her gleefully boot me off to bed, meaning the noisy thing wakes me @ 12:20am and my idiot bladder demands I relieve myself! *sigh*
• At 9:49am I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:48. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Nature called again @ 6:50am, and after another pot :P trip I immediately tried falling back asleep again coz I knew dearest dad would leave for work one hour later~
• Sleep didn't fully return, but when considerate dad walked silently along the hallway and unpopped the lock leading into the garage I used the pot :P again before spending ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• Thanks to dearest dad who kindly turned off the heater for me before leaving for work. Once he’d left, I gave myself fifteen more minutes, got myself independently kitted then walked myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 

·         Now @ 10:42am I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:41. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve actually also played one more memorable game lasting 7:57!

• Ela was happy she got a break from having to hold the toothbrush~ Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* 
• Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, again  rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• Ha, coz PIG mum wasn't around, I got myself FOUR Weet-Bix for breakfast. XD I spent another ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• Breakfast finished, I walked myself slowly and safely online, always  rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• PIG mum's just come downstairs from pigland.
• Midday torture session with Vincent the bloody physio; stress abounds! ><
• But hopefully PIG mum will take me somewhere yummy for lunch, coz Aunty Ann should've returned from Hong Kong by now and hopefully I can see her for a comfy massage! Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap endlessly @ her; we've not seen Aunty Ann for like one month!
• Then I sure hope it's Shelby coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm~
• And for small group toms night, we're back @ church coz that reverend who spoke last Sunday's speaking again~
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^