Tuesday Post 288b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard@ work plodding only 524 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house today yet) and secondly, TWFT topic's "Do You Really Want God's Blessing?" Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 9:25am I lasted 6:05. Now, lemme play one more game of Bejeweled lasting between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Now @ 9:44am I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:28. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Woo hoo, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night; that's the 17TH time this year I've enjoyed one straight week of awesome sleeps! Nature didn't call until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip i immediately tried falling back asleep again, coz I knew dearest dad would leave for work around 8am!
• Sleep wouldn't fully return, but that's alright; when dearest dad walked considerately and silently down the hallway and unpopped the latch leading into the garage I used the pot :P again before spending the ten minutes till 8am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• After dearest dad has retucked Shirley and I back into bed and left for his hard day's work, I give myself fifteen more minutes, get myself kitted then head over to brush teeth. Ela enjoys her first break this week~ Oh, and my monthlies arrived this morning; thankfully I remembered to put a pad in last night!
• Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out to the gobbling :P table when I realise I felt like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• For breakfast I get myself FOUR Weet-Bix coz PIG mum only ever lets me have two/three. XD Over breakfast, I spend ten minutes continuing 
  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I pop online.
• Midday torture session with Vincent the physio coming up ... ><"
• Fingers crossed we can have sth yummy for lunch!
• I'm looking forward to seeing Aunty An for a comfy massage; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap incessantly @ her. XD
• Shannon's coming to mind me from 4pm then taking me out to Toastmasters tonight! So fingers crossed PIG mum will lemme buy some Maccas home for dinner, never mind that Happy Meals were what I had surely MORE THAN TWO DECADES AGO!! *sigh*
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^