Good evening! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding
3495 steps today; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Beauty Is, As Beauty Does’ and
thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s twenty-two. Anyways, events for
today?
~ I used the pot :P twice last night and once more around
6:30am, before immediately cuddling Juice and trying to fall back asleep
straight away coz I wanted to be able to use the loo once more before PIG mum
came into my room!
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Success; even better, PIG mum helped me a tee coz
dearest dad hadn’t left yet! But you can bet your bottom dollar she won’t do
that toms, since dearest dad will already have left for work. XD
-While I got myself mostly independently kitted, I also
began a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help
me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
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PIG mum comes back and helps me with Elf’s AFO and
laces (again, I’m certain I’ll tie them myself when I shower tonight; she’s
just helping now coz she doesn’t wanna be late for church), before I let her
gleefully FORCE L
me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I use
the loo for two tinkles, wash and dry Era, then walk myself slowly and safely
out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was one slice of toast with yummy black sesame
spread, a small half-bowl of porridge, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug
of milk. PIG mum had originally poured me a mouthful of milk, but then she
chucked some awful cow @ me and tipped it out. >< never mind, I ate my
wee breakfast in silence while a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly
important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no
bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk to the 4WD, and she tootled us off to church. Of course, she
gleefully forced me to buckle my own seatbelt and neither would she lemme turn
the radio on (coz she ‘wants to prepare her heart to worship God’, whatever
that means) but I spent the trip finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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At church, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk all the way down to A1, where I used the loo once myself then sat in
my preferred spot to the most left.
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Today, EM had a consultative meeting! Pastor Chris and
Evan spoke and there were questions @ the end. Seems like our church may get
some extensions/expansions someday ..,.
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After the meeting, I used the loo once, grabbed a lil
morning tea and took a seat. PIG mum sped off to yap @ other church peoples,
while granny Wan came over for a short chat.
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Time for service, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to walk up to the main hall. Once I sat, she dashed off for her very
informal ‘fellowship’ with the other church aunties. They don’t actually do
anything Biblical; they just have drinks and gossip!
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Yay, I remained seated for worship today~ I sang
everything I knew, plus the harmony for three songs, but like every other week,
meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh8
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Speaker today was Uncle Roger; he’s SEVENTY now!
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After service, I headed downstairs for our monthly EM
lunch! I was so incredibly happy to get one whole PLATEFUL of sushi; you know
how the parents usually only gleefully restrict me to like three SLICES?? Thanks
to Tina who kindly made me one mug of green tea, and I also had two/three small
slices of this really tough flatbread.
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I began asking around to see if anyone could take me to
Sunday sports; Uncle William said yes! He also made pumpkin soup for our lunch;
I liked it coz he added sweet potato. XD
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So after lunch, Uncle William walked behind me to his
black car and tootled us off to Rochedale SHS
for Sunday sports!
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When we arrive there, Julz kindly walks behind me down
to the playing hall, and also sees me to the loo, where I manage just fine by
myself.
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Alas, the table tennis board can’t be found! ><
So huge thanks to Enoch/some other guy who finds me a basketball from somewhere
and Era bounces that for awhile. Originally, I aim for fifty consecutive bounces;
by the time we leave, I’ve managed like 265 in a row! Also, some third year
physio guy comes and talks to me; apologies I’ve already forgotten his name!
>< XD
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So nadia tootles me home, where I use the loo once then
sit down @ the gobbling :P table, where I let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela
to feed me a yummy pear. I don’t really mind, coz I’m seated and can
concentrate.
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She wants to gleefully force me to play Wii for her
next, but I beg out, asking to shower first coz the sun’s set and it’s steadily
getting colder! Luckily, she agrees, and so I head into the bathroom for my
nice hot shower – I wash and rinse my hair today. I also sing 28% of my shorter
second-favourite song slowly, softly but most hatefully out aloud out aloud
(just like yesterday), opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
- I have one tinkle before I flip the nice hot water off, dry and rekit myself.
PIG mum only helps with Elf’s AFO and my laces, after I’ve practised tying them
with her.
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I use the loo once more for two tinkles, wash and dry
Era then head outside, ready to plop online. Alas that I haveta let PIG mum
gleefully FORCE L
me to stand for @ least thirty minutes and use the Wii for her first; argh, I
HATES standing practice! >< After thirty minutes, she lets me sit and
then I haveta let her gleefully force poor Ela to use the Wii for another
thirty minutes but again, I’m sitting and I can fully concentrate; I just
haveta pretend that I can’t hear the cruel and unfaithful God jeering @ me, and
hey, I’ve gotten pretty good @ that now!
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When Aunty A arrives for dinner, I’ve just finished
using the Wii for her and think I can FINALLY pop online but no, PIG mum
instead orders I pop online and e-mail the two universities she’s enrolled me
into to ask about what disability support they can provide me.
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Before dinner, I walk myself once slowly and safely to
the loo once and back, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Dinner tonight: the yummy rice, lotsa hairy melon,
lotsa soup potato, carrot and tomato, several wee slices of beef, maybe one wee
chunk of pork and also one tiny piece of yummy chicken. Dinner’s spooned down
with one bowl of soup before I walk myself slowly and safely back online, again
rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not
letting Him push me over.
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At 9pm, I take
myself once more slowly and safely to the loo and back, always rising above the
cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me
over.
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Toms: late morning appointment to see Uncle Tom the
Chinese herbalist for some acupuncture and massage. PIG mum will doubtless have
a happy time yapping @ him. XD
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Doubtless we’ll come home to have lunch with dearest
dad, then in the early arvo I’ve got a torture session with Vincent the bloody
physio. ><
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Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm;
fingers crossed I will get to read for one hour again! Anyways, hope everyone
has a smashing week ahead!
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Cheers,
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Em. ^^
