Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1975
steps (oh, I’m sure I’ll pass 2000 steps someday! XD) and secondly, TWFT
topic's 'Mountain-Moving Prayers'. Anyways, events for today?
~ Woo hoo,
awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:20am , and after one pot :P trip I spent the
ten minutes till 7:30am having a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and
endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure,
all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only
she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught
me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Daddy
Bear and I dozed until PIG mum entered my room and helped me very slightly with
a bra and tee, coz dearest dad hadn’t come kiss me goodbye before leaving for
work yet. I gave myself fifteen more minutes then got myself mostly
independently kitted, also softly, slowly but most hatefully singing about ¼ of
my newest second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud,
closing my left eye for all the important numbers.
PIG mum came back
to help with Elf’s AFO and my laces (she only helped today coz she didn’t wanna
be late for work, then I let her gleefully FORCE L me to
walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I sat over the
loo for two tinkles also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing a
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I
am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart
from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God
would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why
the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay,
fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just
lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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After
washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling
:P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred
and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was one
slice of unbuttered toast with a wee speck of yummy black sesame paste. Zero
thanks to horrid PIG mum who gleefully forced poor Ela to do the spreading, but
I wasn’t really that upset coz I was seated and could fully concentrate. In
times like those, IU’ve only gotta pretend that I can’t hear the cruel and
unfaithful God jeering @ me, and what can I say? I’ve gotten pretty good @
pretending I can’t hear his hurtful taunting by now. *sigh* Over breakfast, I
also finished my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember,
however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't
let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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After
PIG mum finished changing for work, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to
walk to the 4WD, and she tootled me off to Garbo for Writers’ Group! She got
pissed, though, coz Logan Rd.
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Writers
group was great fun, as always. :o) Next meeting’s homework topic’s ‘suitcase’.
But there’ll be a break of three weeks before our next meeting; we usually meet
on the 2nd and 4th Thursdays of each month, but this time
around, there’s five Thursdays!
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Aunty
Jo picked me up afterwards; we were walking to her car when a girl holding a
sign outside Gloria Jeans caught our attention: buy one drink get the second
for two dollars! I had a Tim Tam iced chocolate, Aunty jo had a coffee, and she
just bought us cheeseburgers for lunch outside Oporto
“Thirty
MINUTES?!” I screeched @ her.
“Oh, no,
sorry! I meant thirty seconds.” XD
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Back
home, I used the loo again for like three tinkles and played Candy Crush. XD
Aunty Jo said she had to go, and therefore left five minutes early, but PIG
mum’s said not to be that exact about times, so her.
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When
PIG mum announced her safe arrival home, I walked myself slowly and safely to
the front door and let her in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Then I walked myself
slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful
God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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When
Kim announced her arrival @ 3:58pm , I walked myself slowly and safely to the
front door and let her in, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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So a
nice hot shower for me today – I washed and rinsed my own hair. I also sang 21%
of my shorter second-favourite song slowly, softly but most hatefully out aloud,
opening both eyes for all the most important numbers.
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I had
one tinkle before I flipped the nice hot water off, mostly dried myself (thanks
to Kim who helped dry my back, Era and both calves), mostly creamed myself
(again, thanks to Kim who helped me dry my back, Era and both calves) then
mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who helped with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and
both laces after I’d practised tying the left one with her). Then I went over
to the loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era then headed out to the gobbling
:P table for arvo tea.
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Huge
thanks to Aunty Jo who bought me that chocolate pie! :D I drank one warm mug of
green tea with that, then happily read the Courier Mail that I bought today for
one good hour. Kim cleaned the bathroom then massaged Ela for one hour,
painting her pink with black spots today.
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Even
before the sport’s report had ended, Kim said ‘twas time to go to the loo! I
asked Kim could I please finish watching the sports report first but she said
no, coz she’d arrived two minutes early and was therefore leaving two minutes
early. Oh, I wish she’d just come @ 4pm !
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I
returned happily online and was just noting down how today had unfolded for me
(because I’d already used the PISSY two hours of net time that PIG mum so
gleefully restricts me to0 when dad got home. Immediately, he ordered me
offline and I had to let him gleefully FORCE L me to
plod 800 steps on the bloody cross trainer for him. The stupid machine’s
inaccurate counter meant I actually went 816 steps. >< so SCREW counting
tonight; I’m definitely singing myself to sleep! ><
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PIG
mum’s upstairs showering now, then hopefully dearest dad will take us out for
dinner together somewhere~ I understand that I will not get anywhere even near
a full meal, but hey.
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Yup!
Like last week, dearest dad tootled us off to Dong Gei/Vietnam Corner for
dinner~ As expected, I got very little (less than one bowl of rice, two wee
slices of yummy pork, one small chunk of soya sauce chicken and one thin ever
smaller slice of charsiu. Again, we shared that really cute little dessert! ^^
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Back
home, I used the loo once then walked myself slowly and safely back online,
always and again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Toms:
late morning UQ physio with Zev. Fingers crossed I won’t haveta do any mat work
… it’s my second least-favourite thing, after the tilt table!
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Will
undoubtedly munch half a toasted sandwich for lunch while PIG mum tootles me
off to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage~ Hopefully she’ll eat hers slowly and
Aunty Ann can chat with me for a couple of minutes before PIG mum comes back
and takes over all the talking! XD
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Maybe
it’s Aunty Lucia coming to mind me for one hour @ 4pm ? Lol, I can never remember if it’s here
or Aunty Kitty!
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Fingers
crossed that toms night I can get my Naruto fix and watch the latest episode of
NRL Rookie!
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Anyways,
hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!
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Cheers,
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Em.
^^
P.S. Will try this for awhile: typing my most into a Word document then copying and pasting it onto Blogger when PIG mum isn't watching. XD
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