Thursday Post 354

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2125 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic's 'The Key To Radical Love' and thirdly, TWFT topic's "When You Don't Understand" but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and EIGHT MINUTES online after Kim leaves @  m!!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night! After two near attempts this month, I FINALLY achieve the 7th time this year where I've achieved one straight week of awesome sleeps! Nature didn't call until 6:45am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

   

• One hour later, dearest dad comes and kisses me bye before leaving for his hard day's work, followed by PIG mum coming to hit me with the eye goo, followed by Hannah @ 8am. She originally pushed open my door and said "Em, fifteen more minutes" ; Mum Pig nodded @ her and she closed the door and left. Mum Pig screeched how rude; Hannah didn't say good morning first! And decided she'd bear bum Hannah when she returned but right then, Hannah knocked, pushed open the door again and said, "Oh, sorry, I forgot: good morning, Em." XD

• When she came back, I used the pot :P for one more tinkle, we got me kitted and then I headed over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Hannah who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her first official break.

• Teeth brushed, I use the loo for one tinkle, just coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.

• Breakfast was another chunk of PIG mum's quiche and vegetable bread, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and another mug of Milo. 

  Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^