Saturday, June 19, 2021

Sunday Post 360

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2126 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional from last night's 'The Offense Of Fearing Man'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Your Words Reveal Your Heart' and fourthly, the spam count for the weekend's just five. Anyways, events for today?

  • Aww, my awesome sleep streak ended @ 12:25am this morning, when my idiot bladder nudged me awake and demanded I use the pot. :P Nature called again around 6:20am; after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • Nature called again when noisy PIG mum awoke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's come to hit me with the eye goo and help me with tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the commode once first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
  • After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  • Breakfast was one avocado toastie with the merest sprinkle of salt, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and another mug of Milo. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  •  After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD, and she tootles us off to church. After showing the reserved seats to the usher, I use the toilet for one tinkle and then grab my usual spot in the hall to the most left.

  • Score I got to stay seated for worship today. I sang everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*

  • Sprsker today was the head of the Christian And Missionary Alliance ... what was his name again, Rev. Rod Russell-Young? His sermon was entitled Pastor/Teacher.

  • Afterwards I wait in line to use the loo after Bernard (who was a good boy and put the toilet seat back down XD); dad was walking with me back to his 4WD when Mel stops me and asks wanna go back inside for a photo with REVEREND Chris? Lol, it's gonna take some time to get used to calling Zhim that! XD She sent Leo to find Kalos for me; in the meantime she walked with me all the way back to the stage, where we all smiled for photos. Pastor Samuel's a reverend now, too! He was like, we've not had lunch @ Ho Lin Wah together for ages; contact me over Messenger next time you're free!

  • By the time photos were finished; PIG mum had finished yapping with Aunty Dolly; she drove me to Kiss My Fish where we had lunch with Uncle Slam! Anna and his mum had gone to Costco, see~

  • Did we buy groceries from the Warrigal Square Woolies before heading home? Think so ...

  • After Whatsapping with Dr Lee, he sent Joey to bring me charsiu bun from the yum cha after church that PIG mum wouldn't lemme attend!

  • Fingers crossed dad will take us out for Chinese food tonight ... I need my rice. XD

  • Toms: perhaps expect a super-pissy plodding total from me? David's not coming toms coz he came last week and I can't remember who's minding me toms arvo now that Tina's gone ...

  • But fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 63RD time!!

  • Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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