Tuesday, June 1, 2021

Wednesday Post 358

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 4064 steps (ha, I'm just over four grand; last night my final, final plodding total was 39xx and I said I was sure I'd crack four grand some other day; I've gone and achieved that immediately! XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Faith That Magnifies Grace' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'How TTo Strengthen Your Marriage'. Anyways, events for today?

  • I used the pot :P once last night @ 12:05am and again when PIG mum begin her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs and awoke me. While I'm still over the pot :P she comes to hit me with the eye goo and help with the tops, before leaving me to get the rest of myself independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum returned to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
  • Breakfastt is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, one full mug of water and all my usual drugs :P I accidentally dropped the anti-depressant onto the floor and PIG mum bagged me out for it, saying I should've used THREE fingers to pick the thing up, but it's such a tiny little tablet I think that toms I will only try with ONE finger! XD Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • After washing and drying Era, I climb into Kim's car and she tootles me off to UQ for my big two hour session. Along Logan Road, she tells me today's her BIRTHDAY! I immediately Whatsapp PIG mum and ask her to buy a birthday card for Kim for me.
  • -Whoops only twenty minutes left, so super-briefly:
  • Physio today: 100 single leg pushups on Tower Of Power for Elf, walked outside around thrice and fifteen rounds standing doing that balance exercise.
  • Kim tootled me home, I turned off the alarm and took a nice hot shower - I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 20% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
  • Dried, creamed and rekitted, Kim cooked PIG mum and me fried rice for lunch! That was washed down with one big mug of green tea.
  • Saw Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Won't see him next week but can't remember why.
  • Got home and popped online.
  • After my most important two hours of the day are up, I'll head over to the gobbling :P table; hopefully PIG mum left some arvo tea for me!
  • Toms: Tina's minding me 8am till 3:30pm; she's taking me for my fortnightly shopping trip!
  • Looking forward muchly to meeting up with Pastors Chris and Grace for lunch @ Woka Warrigal~
  • Ooh the Broncos are playing toms night! Hopefully dad will feed me dinner @ 6:45pm coz coverage starts from 7:30pm!
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone's having a smashing week!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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