wednesday post48c

one final good evening! em's final, final plodding total for wednesday now stands @1951. *sigh* i would've passed two grand if only PIG mum'd watch me walk to the toilet once more, but she's being her usual HEARTLESS self and refusing! >< freaking hell, i already manage all by myself in the bathroom, you don't help me do ANYTHING, but yet, it's still too much for you to even WALK BEHIND ME while i'm going to the loo?! >< whatever ... i'm sure that as long as PIG mum's happy and/or satisfied, i'll survive. i won't be happy, but hey, i'm never happy these days, anyway. :( there's too much fear in my life. >< whatever ... the rest of today's events?
-dinnertime, and PIG mum gleefully FORCED :( me to walk over to the gobbling :P table for dinner.
-rice tonight, with lotsa cucumber, some strips of black fungi, a lil bit of mince and one tiny slice of yummy chicken, which i of course saved for last. sadly, horrid PIG mum gleefully forced poor ela to hang onto the bowl while i ate, meaning i VERY DELIBERATELY held my yummy mug of fruit and vegie juice 'incorrectly'.
-after dinner, PIG mum gleefully FORCED :( me to walk to the sofa, where i got my toasted :P feet. i also watched some of MKR!
-once my feet were thoroughly toasted :P, i asked PIG mum to please help me put back on my footwear, but she told me to wait coz she was still eating her dinner.
-around four minutes later, she came, gleefully forced poor elf on some more exercises before re-socking and re-shoeing me. then she gleefully FORCED :( me to walk back to the computer table, refusing to take me to the toilet once more! >< never mind, my bladder control's good enough to know that i won't wet my pants. but bloody hell, i'm PISSED! ><
-toms: bloody torture session with vincent the bloody physio. >< hopefully he'll lemme sit and just do exercises for ela. but he'll prolly force me to walk one lap of his shop first. >< fingers crossed that we can hit runcorn chinese BBQ restaurant for lunch afterwards! it's okay that PIG mum'll take @ least half into a takeaway container; i'll have that for dinner. and hina's coming to shower me in the arvo. :) righteo, hope everyone's having a smashing week!
cheers,
em. ^^