Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Monday! Firstly, Em's potential final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 3446 (so will hopefully have cracked 3.5 grand before the night's out) but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and SIX MINUTES online after watching Nine's news!! Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once last night around 12:30am; I also used the pot :P again around 6:20am before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- I happily snored for another hour, waking again for the pot :P when dearest dad considerately walked silently down the hallway and unpopped the lock for the garage before I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Another hour's worth of snoring for me, before PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around wake me for one more pot :P trip. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing but Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming outside when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Breakfast is another one of PIG mum's lil cocktail buns she just baked, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Breakfast finished, I go to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!I
- Right, will promise not to play again until toms and willingly hit the sack tonight despite not playing my two usual games of Bejeweled coz I've just played two lasting more than seven minutes and the other lasting more than nine!
- That finished, I climb into the backseat of the 4WD and PIG mum tootles me off to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage. I enjoy Auntyv Ann's firm ministrations; PIG mum enjoys yapping ceaselessly @ Aunty Ann. XD
- My other appointment for today was to see Dr. Ku for a letter, coz I've got my NDIS review via telephone toms. Dr. Ku said that Uncle William will come work with him!
- Back home, lunch was a toastie with last night's egg, ham and lettuce.
- Alyssa arrives to gimme my last OT session for the year; I cancelled her 'um' debt coz she bought me KFC! Just one breast piece; apparently the KFC she brought from didn't have any drumsticks?
- Took a nice warm shower afterwards - I washed and rinsed my own hair today. I also sang 20% of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers. Actually, since Tina kindly stayed and held the showerhead over my back after I called her to please gimme some facewash, I was actually all done after only 9%, but happily leaned fully against the side rail and watered myself for another tinkle before calling Tina back.
- After flipping the nice warm water off, I got dried, had another tinkle and got creamed. When Tina rekitted me, I had one more tinkle when Tina was doing Erf's AFO straps and one last when she was giving Wally back to Ela.
- Back outside, arvo tea was one yummy little banana and one small mug of green tea. Before Tina left @ 5pm, I used the loo once more for two tinkles.
- Watched Nine’s
- Toms: Hannah's helping me up @ 9am and staying with me till like 1pm.
- Then I've got my NDIS review meeting! However, it's only a teleconference; due to COVID-19, the less contact with others, I suppose.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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