Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 502 steps (and I may just stay @ home all day) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Christmas Is About - Christ'. Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 11:08am, I lasted 6:02. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:30am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After waking hourly for the pot :P around 9am I hear the parents turn the television on really loudly; I presume they're gonna watch some Christmas service and close the bedroom door thinking maybe I'd nap awhile longer but instead PIG mum suddenly comes and enters my room! "Uh aren't you watching service?" I ask her sleepily.Turns out the live stream suddenly cut off! Lol, for the first time in my LIFE I'll not haveta attend a church service on Christmas Day; I did that even the year when I was in PIG mum's tummy! Well, it's refreshing, for a change, if I may say that without being lambasted?
- Now @ 11:46am I've played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:48. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Anyways, after giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Before getting myself a spoon for breakfast, I check my mobile to see if Pastor Grace has replied my question may I attend their orphans' Christmas party? Turns out they're not holding one this year!
- Breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual :P drugs and one full mug of water. I also walked over to the fridge, got the milk and poured it myself; didn't wanna ask PIG mum to pour it, coz she'd prolly have forced poor Ela to hold the carton. Only then dad bagged me out for 'pouring too much!'
- Fingers crossed I can bbl coz I'm really still owed THIRTY-FIVE MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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