Wednesday, December 16, 2020

Thursday Post 326

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 7180 steps (ha, I'm more than half a normal person today XD) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Believe That God Has Heard You' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm still owed FIFTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after watching Nine's 6pm news!! Anyways, events for today?

  • Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:40am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes until 6:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • At 5:20pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:44. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • One hour later nature calls again; I wake to use the pot :P for a second time before spending another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • Lol, for the final time I'm seeing her this year,  Tina still arrived fifteen minutes late! She knocked, opened the door and said good morning; I waved Tiny Tom @ her and she just left! I started counting down fifteen more minutes; when I still had five minutes left she re-entered, asking was I gonna get up? I tried asking for fifteen more minutes and got it; twenty-five more minutes, score! XD
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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