Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1426 steps; secondly, TWFT topic's 'God Honours Faithfulness!' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's just three. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip I went straight back to sleep coz I thought maybe I'd fall back asleep before PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo @ 7:30am!
- Sleep didn't return; instead, when PIG mum started her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs, I used the pot :P again before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee also (since dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast with avocado and the tiniest sprinkling ever of salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Oh, and a much smaller mug of warm Milo, too~ Over breakfast, I listen to dearest dad's iPad: Man City won some other team (Everton?) like 3-0; dad says they'll prolly take out the minor premiership!
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against
the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
- janiced messaged me, saying she was running late; when she finally arrived and I climbed into her car, I asked her was everything alright? Eep, turns out they somehow got MAGGOTS @ their home and she had to deal with that before leaving! o_O
- Less than thirty minutes left, so just briefly:
- Got to the Lung residence, stood up from car, took one step forward and slipped right back down onto seat! Luckily Pastor Chris both grabbed my arm one side each and I got into the house without trouble.
- Mel Mel joined via audiolink, Pastor Grace led Pole, Janice and me through another study in that work series. Janice left near the end, asking Pastor Grace to please drop me off @ church.
- Once @ church, I nearly slipped in the tiled bathroom! o_O Thankfully, Era held on for dear life; she then pulled several pa[ers towels and dropped them onto the floor for Erf to step on.
- Yay, I got to stay seated for service today~ I sang everything, plus the harmony for two songs but like every week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Pastor Chris; obviously with an Easter sermon.
- Afterwards I used the loo once (thanks to random church aunty who lifted the loo lid for me) and had a Happy Meal with dad @ Maccas before coming home, using the loo for one tinkle and popping online.
- Was thinking about doing Furious Fiction but I reckon I'll watch Sunday NRL instead.
- Toms: Easter Monday public holiday! Wonder where we'll go/will I get to stay in bed all day? XD
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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