Heylo again, good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight!
Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 2177.
anyways, events for today?
~ Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night!
Yes, dearest dad arriving home with Aunty Sally did wake me up and after Aunty
Sally had crawled into my bed for a hug and a kiss, my idiot bladder had
demanded that I use the pot :P but again, my legs weren’t awake yet and the
rest of me just fell back asleep before I complied with that order! Meaning
nature didn’t call until 7:45am~
- After dearest dad comes to kiss me bye and I use the pot :P
once, I spend the ten minutes until 7:55am
starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to
help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get
through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and
just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or
satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions,
if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I
guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure.
>< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I cuddle and continue our happy snorings
together, me waking once more for the pot :P when PIG mum begins a-STOMPING
around upstairs. Soon, she comes downstairs but not to help me up; I’d
forgotten: I had a Centrelink phonecall to answer this morning!
- Unsurprisingly, Centrelink calls about five/ten minutes
late; we chat for like thirty. PIG mum’s in her element, dissing me with every
opportunity and even turning some tears on for the guy that called; for me, the
most important thing was that the guy said he’d make sure I still get my DSP!
Not sure why PIG mum said she wasn’t interested about me looking for paid work
again?
- After I got myself mostly kitted, PIG mum finished with my
AFO and I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the
gobbling :P table to brush teeth poor Ela). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for one tinkle,
wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table,
rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not
letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is about one bowl of plain porridge with one
slice of unbuttered toast torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual
drugs :P and just over one mug of plain milk. In the past, PIG mum would gimme
this; today she decided I’d haveta get and pour the milk myself. I did; was
about to pour it, too, until she gleefully forced poor Ela to do it. No biggie,
I just waited until she’d gone upstairs to get herself ready for the day before
pouring myself a full mug of milk with Era. XD Over breakfast, I also spend
about ten minutes continue continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's
exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He
has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the
bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over. Over the loo, I do a stinky
unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
- All done, I washed and dried both hands then got into the
4WD. I thought PIG mum was taking me to see my long lost cousin :P Ray the
Chinese herbalist for some acupuncture and massage but no, we went and bought
groceries from Woolies first.
- when we arrived @ Nature’s Corner/Own, I used the loo once
first, then lay down and got some massage and acupuncture from Ray, while PIG
mum happily yappwd unceasingly @ him.
- afterwards, PIG mum tootled me home, saying there wasn’t
any time to buy me some sushi before Aunty Deana arrived, but that she’d buy me
some when she took Aunty Sally out to AA/BB to buy souvenirs.
- I used the loo once myself for one tinkle then walked
myself slowly and safely to the computer desk, always rising above the cruel
and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
There, I completed my writers group homework, while Aunty Deana cooked some
lunch for me~
- Lunch was six yummy fried dumplings with one plateful of
sliced carrots and lettuce. I drank one yummy mug of mint chocolate milk, while
Aunty Deana had corn and scrambled eggs, sth that her godmother had cooked for
her recently.
- After lunch, I sneak My Sister’s Keeper into the loo with
me and happily read that book for the full five tinkles.
- Back outside, Aunty Deana, Bear Bear and I all enjoy the
latest episode of Chicago Fire while Aunty Deana massages Ela, every now and
again stopping to poke @ her smartphone.
- After the episode finishes, I sign Aunty Deana off, use
the loo for one more tinkle then return briefly online.
- When someone announces her arrival precisely @ 4pm, I walk
myself slowly and safely over to the front door and let her in, rising above
the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him
push me over.
- So a nice warm shower for me today – I wash and rinse my
own hair.
- I sing 35% of my shorter second-favourite song slowly,
softly but most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important
numbers before I flip the nice hot water off, mostly dry myself (someone only
ever helps with my back and Era0, mostly cream myself (again, someone only ever
helps with my back and Era) then mostly rekit myself (someone helps with Elf’s
AFO and my laces). Score, today I’ve earned my one day a week off from having
to practise tying them~
- After hanging my towel up, I sit over the loo for one
tinkle, wash and dry Era then head out to the gobbling :P table for arvo tea. Cripes,
PIG mum forgot to buy me the sushi that she’d promised me to! >< Luckily,
Aunty Sally said they were foing back to buy me some~
- While waiting, I made myself one mug of green tea and ate
a banana. Then I happily read My Sister’s Keeper for like forty minutes, while
Darani went and cleaned the bathroom before sitting and firmly massaging Ela
for about forty minutes, painting her dark blue with pink spots today.
- After we watched the sports report together, someone took
me to the loo once more besides I said my thanks and byes. She’sback next Tuesday;
we’re going to the Toastmasters Christmas party together!1
- Earlier, dad was saying I’d haveta let him gleefully FORCE
L
me to use the bloody cross trainer for him; I point blank refused to let him
while Aunty Sally can see me. ><
- Tonight’s ice cream night tonight; yay, like I always say,
a very little’s better than none @ all!
- Toms: it’s our last writers group for 2016, meaning we’ll
have a fancy morning tea as our Christmas breakup party!
- Aunty Carly’s picking me up afterwards; I’ve already
decided that I’m having the $9.90 lunch @ Hog’s Breath Café coz I haven’t had
any chips this week yet …
- Then Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers
crossed she’ll lemme drink a white tea; I’ve only drunk green tea so far this
week!
- So hopefully bbl, else hope everyone’s having a smashing
week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
