Sunday Post 321

 Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2323 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Suffering That Strengthens Faith; thirdly, TWFT topic's "It's An Inside Job (4)"; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Make It Your Own, Dawg!'; fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's "God's Immutability and Faithfulness" and sixthly the spam count for the weekend's already thirteen but seventhly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and EIGHT MINUTES online after our once-weekly dinner out!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:30am and after one pot :P trip I immediately fall back asleep since I know PIG mum's gonna get really noisy less than one hour later!
• Like clockwork, @ 6:20am noisy PIG mum goes a-THUMPING around upstairs; that's my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. After that second pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• At 7:30am, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. She comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming outside when PIG mum orders I eat breakfast for her first.
• Breakfast is one of the delicious little chicken buns that PIG mum made last night (I only painted the eggwash and sprinkled the sesame seeds XD), one bowl of Minus :P all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,  rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!