Heylo again and good evening again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Sunday now stands @ 4925 (ooh, I may make half a normal person before the night's out! XD) and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Grieving The Father' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWO MINUTES online after I visit the loo once more @ 9pm!! Argh, yet another day when I('m not able to get the entirety of my MOST IMPORTANT two hours of the day online!! >< Righteo, continuing tonight's events?
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus XD with another thin slice of PIG mum's delicious green tea cake, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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