Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1037 steps (ha, I'm just over one grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Three Christmas Presents'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Lessons From The Life Of Joseph (4)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Face Time With God'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 9th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 5:50am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Afterwards, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, nature calling again around 9am just before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of yummy Special K (the new box comes with slices of some fruit!) with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with some avocado and hopefully sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- For the Boxing Day Sales, dad takes us to the Hyperdome and since the parents lemme use Sparkless3 today, I actually get to WINDOWSHOP!! :D
- Our first stop's KMart/Big W and we all immediately buy sth: a blanket for dad, a book for me and PIG mum got that thing that sits between the sinkhole of the sink and the pipes that trap bits os escaped food; whatever that's called?
- I suppose it's coz we've left the Hyperdome's vicinity for nearly two DECADES (we moved out here Jan 2025, PIG mum says?) that I don't recognise anywhere, and I think it's had an extension, too!
- Somehoow, PIG mum managed to find JayJays for me! She really IS my mum; we were wheeling me (well, I was wheeling and steering; she just steers) when she suddenly excited *patted* my head/neck/shoulder/back and I just *knew* she'd found it!
- Hopefully bbl, since I'm still owed FORTY MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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