Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding only 476 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Death Rehearsal'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Start By Forgiving' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The Jesus Story' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTEEN MINUTES online when I return online!~! Anyways, events for today?
- Unsurprising that I began the year with an awesome night's sleep; it's only NYE that I don't hit the sack till after midnight! Nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore; when I next wake for the pot :P it's already 9:15am! Hence why I bang the wall and ask PIG mum to please come help me up; for the first day of the year I obviously don't wanna be back in bed before twelve hours have passed! Dad appears and says go back to sleep; PIG mum's not awake yet. I protest that I wanna be outta bed by 9:45am but obediently roll back into bed and start counting down fifteen more minutes, intending to call again after that's passed.
- Luckily, PIG mum appears with four minutes left to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I immediately do. She finishes with Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of the chocolate Nesquik cereal I bought with dearest dad like yesterday @ Coles! I also enjoy one last slice of PIG mum's yummy fruitcake (normally I'm not a fan since I find them too dense but PIG mum's wasn't and I like the sultanas), pop all my usual drugs :P and drink one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, always
But I'm looking forward to watching the 6pm news tonight!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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