Good afternoon! Apologies for not posting yesterday; I was so tired from being in the middle of my monthlies I went to bed @ 4:30pm and slept till this morning! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1623 steps (ha, I'm over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Making I Real For His People'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Praying Passionately' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "A Grandma's Faith". Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like the past three nights, nature didn't call until 6:10am and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew PIG mum would get very noisy one hour later!
- Like clockwork, PIG mum noisily a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for another pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum lets herself into my room @ 7:20/7:30am to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Actually, thanks to her who brought my toothbrush back into the bathroom for me; every Saturday morning I take it out for charging but when I went to bed Saturday arvo I hadn't envisaged I'd not stir again until morning!
- Teeth brushed, I sat over the loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era and then slowly and safely walked myself out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Dearest dad's sitting down eating breakfast beside me. Once I've sat down also, I reach over and give him a great big hug saying sorry I wasn't here last night but my come come's pretty heavy right now so around 4:15pm yesterday I went to bed and slept all the way till this morning! But don't worry; I'm alright~
- Breakfast was one bowl of the less yummy (so sticky) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P, one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day.) PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks inside the hall. I hike up the ramp, use the third cubicle of the normal ladies' loo (since the disabled and first two cubicles of the normal ladies' loo have lids down but PIG mum won't lift them for me), wash and drive both hands and then grab my usual spot inside the service hall.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for all four songs, but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Tyvus; his sermon topic was Teach Us To Number Our Days.
- After service, I used the loo for one tinkle, grabbed a bite of morning tea and then sat outside the service hall. Aunty Doris wandered over and checked that I'd be attending church next Sunday; apparently, she's got something for me!
- Like previous Sundays, dad dragged me off to Hungry Jack's for lunch with him. A cheeseburger, small orange juice and ten chips for me. Aunty Yvonne and Uncle Stephen joined us for lunch and I'm feeling terribly jealous of her: she starts holidays on the 20th but I've got blasted physio until the 24th! >< XD
- After lunch, dad tootled us home, I used the loo for one tinkle (thanks to PIG mum for a pad change) then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day online, I'll head over to the gobbling :P table to sit and read until PIG mum comes downstairs from her arvo nap and feeds me some arvo tea.
- Looking forward to dinner out with dearest dad @ Ho Lin Wah tonight~ Hoping to watch the 6pm news (Seven's) for the 204TH time first.
- Toms: hope PIG mum helps me up not too late and takes me for walkies somewhere else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me since Ray's already gone overseas for holidays.
- Apparently Lena's minding me from 4-6pm? Wonder where she's been?
- Will hopefully watch the 6pm news for the 205TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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