Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 4509 steps (sweet, I'm even past 4.5 grand today; that's uncommon!); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "What's Your Aim?" thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Your Quiet Time (1)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Step In Faith' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-SIX MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- I've forgotten what time nature called last night but I'm hoping to remember one more dream before the year ends; I woke this morning after the Sun had risen and forgot one!
- After another pot :P trip following the Sun's rising, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 9am just before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before ;leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat
to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay.
I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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