Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3919 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Prepare The Way Advent Day 1'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Build An Altar' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'People Of Encouragement' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY MINUTES online should CODA get their act together and find someone to mind me for two hours this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like yesterday, nature didn't call until 7:05am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 9am, shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P and Special K with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with some avocado and hopefully sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum tootles me off to see Ray for my final session of 2024, since he's heading overseas with his family like this Friday!
- At ay's, I used the loo for one tinkle and then lay down for some massage and acupuncture. PIG mum was in her element yapping unceasingly @ Ray; my grateful thanks to him who always replied and kept a conversation flowing. Me, I enjoyed the shoulder CPR the best~
- After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootled me off to Sunnybank Hills to buy groceries. I can't help but get frustrated when she won't even TRY an available disabled side park and instead parks much further away on the third floor, meaning I've gotta walk much further. >< *sigh* @ least I'll crack 4000 steps today!
- Back home, I walked myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Lunch was rice with lotsa soup vegetables and two chunks of tasty pork.
- Lunch was washed down with one mug of green tea, after taking the cup over to the sink I used the loo for one tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- This morning I'd rung CODA and asked who from Staffing Options was minding me from 4-6pm today. Someone said Catherine but after getting home someone else rang and said she wasn't coming anymore; nobody could! o_O I quickly typed Michelle an email saying please find someone since I already didn't get any support over the weekend. Phew, she rang back, saying Catherine would come from 5-6. That's enough, I only need help with a shower. Planning to use up my remaining two hours, use the loo for one tinkle and then head over to the gobbling :P table to read for like thirty-five minutes.
- Because after Catherine leaves, we're having Aunty A's birthday dinner with her and the Slams @ Yum Cha And Co before coming back for birthday cake that PIG mum made! I've offered to several times and been rebuffed; oh well, @ least PIG mum lemme buy her a birthday card, even though she sneered @ me that nobody gives birthday cards anymore nowadays. Lol, then I'm obviously nobody! XD
- Toms: PIG mum'll help me up toms, since Monicah's not coming till 10am and taking me to Breathe for physio. Thankfully, it's only for one hour this time.
- Presuming PIG mum'll send us buying groceries @ Pinelands Coles; fingers crossed she'll lemme buy a crunchy pork bahn mi from the Pinelands Bakehouse too~
- Don't have any plans for the rest of the day after Monicah sees me home and showered before leaving @ 2pm. Looking forward to my most important two hours for the day, reading for one hour and I'd better get started on my XMas Greetings!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl tonight else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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