Good evening! Em’s new plodding
total for Tuesday now stands @ 3572. anyways, continuing tonight’s events?
- Success~ After dearest dad had kissed me bye, I spent ten
minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I
need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the
satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can
be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me
through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Afterwards, Daddy Bear and I cuddle
and snore happily for another hour together. When PIG mum comes to hit me with
the eye goo and help me slightly with a bra, I tell her I’m still rather tired
from last night and may I please sleep for another hour? To my complete
amazement, she says yes and even turns on the air con for me! “I just haveta
renew my driver’s licence,” she says. “We can have lunch out today coz it’s
ridiculously hot.”
- Lol, how could I possibly fall
back after realising that mother was gonna take me out for lunch today?? I counted
to 500, sang half my original second-favourite song silently, slowly but most
hatefully inside my head and used the pot :P once more. Thankfully, by then PIG
mum came and told me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I did.
- After PIG mum set me on shoelace tying practice (which I’m
cool with, coz I’m seated and can fully concentrate), I let her gleefully FORCE
L
me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sat
over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I
walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast,
rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not
letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is about one bowl of plain porridge with one slice
of unbuttered bread torn into it (I had to let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela
hold onto the bread before she ordered Era to tear it, but I was seated and
could fully concentrate; besides, Era kept her promise to Ela by combining with
the spoon afterwards to tear the shredded pieces into bite-sized, more
manageable pieces), one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small
half-mouthful of milk (although PIG mum said I’d haveta do that myself in the
future; no biggie: provided she lets me sit down and do it!). over breakfast, I
also also finish my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember,
however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't
let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
-
Breakfast all done, PIG mum tootles us out to A-Mart
All Sports, coz Uncle Tom has told her about massage balls and she wants toget
one for me. It’s outta stock, but the sales guy rings around and says the Garbo
store’s stocking it.
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Next, I head with PIG mum over to the Department of
Transport, where she gets her driver’s licence renewed. That cost like $160! I’m
sure I must’ve visited that place myself when I first got my driver’s licence,
but it’s totally unfamiliar.
-
Our last stop before returning home’s Garbo. First, we
buy the massage ball from Rebel Sport then PIG mum and I share an omelette from
the Garden Grind! Originally, I wanted the $9.90 lunch from Hog’s Breath coz I haven’t
had any chips this week yet, but PIG mum says I can have some with Aunty Carly
after the last GCCW meeting on Thursday. Huh, she’d better not demand I bring
half home! >< oh, and while she drinks pineapple juice, I enjoy a cookies
and cream frappe; beautiful~
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After PIG mum tootles us home, I’m ready to start
enjoying my most important hours online but instead haveta let PIG mum
gleefully FORCE L
me to walk outside and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela take down the
day’s washing; argh, I HATES standing practice! ><
-
But I finally return online, despite PIG mum’s constant
and neverending bitching about my posture. *sigh*
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When kim announces her arrival, PIG mum lets her inside
and I head into the bathroom for my nice warm shower – I wash and rinse my hair
today. I also sing 16% of my shorter second-favourite song slowly, softly but
most hatefully out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
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I have one tinkle before I flip the nice hot water off,
mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps me dry my back, both legs and
Era), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who helps me cream my back,
both calves and Era and mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who helps me with
Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces). After sitting over the loo for one
tinkle, I wash and dry Era then head out to the gobbling :P table for arvo tea.
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Pity that again, Kim wouldn’t lemme drink a white tea
with two sugars (we just had green tea again) but my main happiness was getting
to read for another hour! :D Kim did bring me her colouring-in pencils today,
but I simply couldn’t turn down another chance to read for one hour! Oh, I ate
a banana for arvo tea, BTW~
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Kim cleaned the bathroom then sat and gently massaged
Ela for one hour, painting her pink with yellow spots today.
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After watching the sports report together, Kim took me
once more to the loo for two tinkles, before I signed her off with my thanks
and byes. She’s back Thursday arvo.
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I’d only returned online briefly when PIG mum came
downstairs from pigland, gleefully and immediately forced me offline.
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To stall for time, I used the loo once for one tinkle,
but ‘twas inevitable: I had to let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L
me to stand for forty minutes and use the Wii Fit for her; I’ve already said
this once in this post but argh, I HATES standing practice!! >< *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
