Sunday, December 4, 2016

Monday Post 179c

Potentially one final greeting for Monday! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 2430. anyways, potential final, final events for today?
-        Well, my streak of awesome sleeps ended last night @ 2:35am when nature called but oh well, I hope I can start another one immediately!
Nature called again around 6:35am, and after one pot :P trip I started a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
-        Daddy Bear and I slept for another happy hour; me waking again for the pot :P shortly before dearest dad comes to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work.
-        Surprise! PIG mum gives me a FULL FIFTEEN MINUTES before she comes into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra!
-        After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I use the pot :P once more then  get myself mostly kitted. PIG mum comes to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela).
-        Argh, I’m now owed FIFTEEN MINUTES online after Kim leaves!!! >< *sigh*
-        Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is around half a bowl of plain porridge with one slice of unbuttered toast torn into it, onefull mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
-        That done, I wash and dry both hands before returning to the gobbling :P table, where Hairy has just arrived. Pastor Grace arrives soon after, and we start our final MSG for 2016.
-        Today we do like the 7th study about the God Who Withholds Versus The God Who Provides. Hairy also told us that Nat has found a job in Korea!
-        Afterwards, I use the loo once more for one tinkle, then PIG mum tootles me off to see Uncle Tom the Chinese herbalist, of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listen to 97.3FM all day too (except on the hour, when I flip over to 4KQ for the news) and today, Era helps Ela stretch for thirty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five.
-        At Uncle Tom’s, after the initial consult, I get onto his high single plinth and get some left limb acupuncture and massage from him. PIG mum’s in her element yapping unceasingly @ him; Uncle Tom’s kind enough to reply her, which just sets her off again. XD
-        Afterwards, we buy Subway then return home for lunch, coz somebody else is already reading the newspaper.
-        Back home, I use the loo once then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-        PIG mum doesn’t even bother waiting for me before starting lunch herself, I use the net until half past, when I walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table for lunch, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-        Lunch is half a steak and bacon sub! It’snot bad but unsurprisingly, PIG mum bitches that it’s too salty for her. Well, somehow, she’s got crazy delicate tastebuds: a bowl of white rice is too sweet for her and a slice of white toast is too salty! XD
-        After lunch, I walk myself slowly and safely back online for like ten minutes, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-        Before leaving to see Vincent the physio, I walk myself over to the gobbling :P table to kiss dearest dad goodbye, then use the loo once more for one tinkle before getting into the car.
-        PIG mum tootles me off to see Vincent. Physio today: sat first go, then stood most session, grasping a small object on the floor for Era, also grasping for Ela but also touching, bent to floor multiple times, weight shifting.
-        Hey, Kim’s arriving soon, so fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,

Em. ^^

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