Tuesday Post 180

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2138 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘When You Pray’. Anyways, events for today?
~ Yay, 8th straight consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until around 6:35am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:45am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
-Daddy Bear and I continue another happy hour of snoring together, and when dearest dad comes to kiss me bye before leaving for work, I use the pot :p once more.
- Daddy Bear and I continue our happy snorings together, me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum starts A-STOMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s in my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- After PIG mum comes to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, I let her gleefully FORCE me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one small half bowl of porridge with one chunk of unbuttered bread torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and notb letting Him push me over. I also lean fully against the side rail and spend a lil time finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE  me to walk out to the Camry and she tootles me off to Nature’s Corner to see my long lost cousin :P for some acupuncture and massage.
- From Ray, I get some acupuncture and massage. PIG mum’s in her element, yapping unceasingly @ him. XD
- That finished, we hit Garbo, Coles to buy more instant coffee for dearest dad. While PIG mum’s gone to put the groceries (we also buy some chocolate) into the car, I bump into Aunty Katherine! Turns out Huldah’s doing some admin work @ Sunnybank Private for a few hours.
- Today, PIG mum and I have lunch @ Eight Street. Well, half a lunch; you know how she is with only ever letting me have half and saving the other half for arvo tea. Dunno why she doesn’t care less that the second half never tastes as fresh as the first … *sigh*
- Afterwards, she tootles us home, I use the loo once for one tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- I thought I could enjoy my two most important hours of the day online; instead, I haveta let PIG mum gleefully FORCE  me to walk outside and let her gleefully force mostly poor Ela to take down the day’s washing for her; argh, I HATES standing practice! WTF, I thought whenever I went out @ night, I’d get a break from this stupid standing practice! Remember, I’m just asking for ONE BLOODY DAY each week when I won’t haveta endure any pointless standing practice, be it taking the washing down/using the bloody cross trainer!! I’m not asking too much, surely??!!
- Waiting for someone to come and mind me now; tonight we’re off to some fancy hotel for the Toastmasters Christmas party!!
- Toms: Aunty Deana’s coming to mind me from 12:30pm till 3:30pm; wonder if we’re having our Christmas meal toms or next Wednesday?
- Someone’s coming back to mind me between 4pm and 6pm.
- And best of all, it’s ice cream night toms night! Like I always say, a very little’s better than none @ all! Anyways, I’m sure PIG mum won’t lemme back online after I get home from tonight’s party but I’ll definitely just sit down and type my final, final plodding total for Tuesday in. anyways, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^