Good morning tee hee, I think this is the first time I’ve ever posted on a Thursday morning before! XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 327 steps (obviously, I haven’t left the house yet!) and secondly, TWFT topic’s “The Hardest Thing You’ll Ever Do”. Anyways, events for today?
- I used the pot :P once last night and once more around 6:35am , before spending the ten minutes till 6:45am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- I reached 5:04 playing Bejeweled @ 10:05am , BTW. Now, I just have to play one lasting @ least six minutes and I’m happy not to play it again today. XD
- Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P once more when dearest dad unlocked the front door. Soon, he came to kiss me goodbye, reminding me that Aunty A’s coming over for ‘jol dong’ (say that in Canto) dinner tonight and to ask her to please remember to buy charsiu and other roast meats. XD Wishful thinking, perhaps??
- I took awhile before we (Daddy Bear, Juice and I) all fell asleep and snored again; shortly afterwards, PIG mum begins A-THUMPING around upstairs and soon, she’s helping me slightly with a bra strap then leaving me to get myself mostly kitted, which I do after giving myself fifteen more minutes.
- PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and my laces (only because she doesn’t wanna be late to work) before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela).
- After sitting over the loo for one tinkle, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Oh, while over the loo, I also fully lean against the side rail and also continue my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast is one small hall bowl of plain porridge with one chunk of unbuttered bread torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of milk, which I pour for myself after PIG mum’s left for work. When she used to pour it for me, it’d be one small half mouthful but now that she can’t be bothered to help anymore, I’m so pouring myself one full mug! My only regret’s that dearest dad doesn’t drink full cream milk anymore and I can’t pilfer that. XD Over breakfast, I also spend about ten minutes also finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At 10:30am , I take myself slowly and safely to the loo, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. I do a stinky unspeakable and also play Candy Crush with my mobile. XD
- Waiting for Aunty Carly to take me out for lunch and grocery shopping @ midday !
- Then tonight Aunty A’s coming for a belated ‘jul dong’ (say that in Canto) celebration!
- Toms: Friday the 23rd … well, I’ve finished physio for 2016 so I’m not sure what PIG mum’s got planned for toms … maybe she’ll finally take me to see the new Star Wars movie and out for lunch afterwards, before I see Aunty Ann for my last comfy massage before Christmas? Hopefully I’ll get some time to ask her how she’s spending this festive season before PIG mum comes inside and bags all the conversation. XD Then I think it’s Aunty Kitty coming to mind me for around one hour (she always dashes off early; how annoying!) toms arvo; must remember to write her a Christmas card! Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hoping everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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