Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 822 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house today!) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Dealing With Depression (2)’. Anyways, events for today?
~ Everyday, I try to play two Bejeweled games: one passing the five minute mark and the other, the six minute mark. I reached 6:12 @ 2:14pm ~
- Woo hoo, 12TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:10am , and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 6:20am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I cuddle and snore, me waking to use the pot :P once more when PIG mum barges into my room and turns the air con on for me, coz she says it’s really hot today. She also hits me with the eye goo and immediately starts bitching @ me about something or another but hey, I’m used to that. *sigh*
- Oh, and I reached 5:21 @ 2:49pm ; remind me that I don’t haveta play anymore tonight. XD
- Once PIG mum leaves, Daddy Bear and I cuddle and snore, after I spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live??
I’m counting somewhere around the 400s (if I’m still awake by 500 I’ll start singing myself to sleep) when dearest dad comes and retucks Daddy Bear and I back into bed. I count again; this time, we’re sound asleep before 500~
- I wake twice more for the pot :P before Besta arrives like ten minutes early; her arrival coincides with the arrival of the garage door fixer man!
- When she enters my room and calls good morning, Daddy Bear nods good morning to her until she says, “Okay, fifteen more minutes,’ and leaves us be.
- When she comes back, I ask her can she please bring another teddy into my room to keep Era company @ night then swing myself over to the pot :P for three more tinkles.
- After Besta gets me kitted, we head over to the bathroom and I brush my teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts some toothpaste for me; Ela enjoys her once weekly reprieve.
- Teeth brushed, I use the loo for one tinkle, also leaning fully against the side rail and also finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast. Cool, dearest dad has left me one WHOLE sandwich of chicken omelette for breakfast this time; not just half! I think it’s coz there was only crust left. XD With breakfast, I also enjoy one mug of white tea sweetened with two sugars; thanks to Besta who left the teabag in for me to have a suck. XD
- While I munch breakfast, I also browse PIG mum’s quarterly nursing magazine, while Besta starts massaging Ela.
- After finishing breakfast, Besta and I head over to the Christmas tree and decorate it! Firstly, Besta spends around five minutes pulling all the branches apart; I’m guessing they were all clumped together coz dad’s stuffed the tree in the garage for almost all this year!
- Besta hands me each bauble to hang, often getting too excited and telling me that where I’ve hung the decoration isn’t good enough and that here’s a better spot. XD After all the baubles are hung up, we finish with trailing the red and gold tinsel around the tree, before I pose for more photos!
- It’s about 12:05pm by then, Besta takes me once to the loo for one tinkle and makes me one mug of warm Milo . Back @ the gobbling :P table, I try ringing Aunty Lai’s place without success before remembering she’s prolly still @ Aunty Nga’s place. I try there next and sure enough, Aunty Lai answers! She tells me that Aunty Nga and little Mickey pig have gone back to school to collect hs report card. I seem to recall, that back when I was in primary school, reports were handed out on the final day and by high school, they were mailed to us during the holidays …
- Phone chat finished, I happily read our book club novel for thirty minutes, reaching page 200 (or sth like that XD) @ 12:55pm .
- Before leaving, Besta takes me once more to the loo for two tinkles. She’s back Christmas Eve but not the Saturday following, coz apparently Kyabra workers don’t work between Christmas and New Year? Anyways, I’ve e-mailed Amee my Xmas Greetings and asked her could she please send someone to look after me that Saturday, but I’ve also added that my teddy and I are perfectly content to sleep until like 2pm before getting up. XD
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm ; will prolly haveta practise tying shoelaces with her but that’s okay; hopefully I’ll still get to read for one hour and drink my third mug of white tea with two sugars!
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Hopefully someone around the front door will be willing to walk behind me to my usual spot for service after I use the loo once; PIG mum will most probably be too eager to join the other aunties for their very informal ‘fellowship’ (not sure why she calls it that; they don’t actually do anything bar drink coffee and gossip, I’m pretty sure) to care whether or not I make it safely to my seat; no, she’s prolly relishing hearing about how I landed flat on my useless butt so she can laugh @ me.. 8sigh*
- Fingers crossed PIG mum’ll lemme out for lunch out with other church peoples afterwards! Unless she’s still hellbent on denying me any social interaction with my peers … *sigh*
- Don’t have any plans for the arvo; may just stare @ the computer until PIG mum orders I have a shower. XD
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hoping to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. I may not return online coz today’s the 7th day. Every single day, for the past six days, I’ve had to either let the parents gleefully FORCE L me to use the bloody cross trainer for them/had to let horrid PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to stand and take down the day’s washing with mainly Ela/use the Wii Fit for her. Now, even the cruel and unfaithful God took rest on the 7th day after creating everything over the first six and I’ll try using that point also, should the parents try gleefully forcing me to do anymore standing practice for them.
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