Saturday Post 179

Good afternoon! Firstly, from 1pm I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 445 steps (obviously I haven’t left the house today) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘The Double Standard’. Anyways, events for today?

~ Yay, 4^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:15am, when the parents starting banging around downstairs preparing breakfast, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 7:25am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

- When PIG mum left for work @ 7:30am, ahe hit me with some eye goo first. After she’d left and dearest dad had tucked Daddy Bear and I back into bed, I spent another ten minutes continue continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

- Huge thanks to dearest dad who lemme sleep this morning and didn’t do anything noisy; I honestly slept straight through till 9:55am, when Besta let herself in, knocked on my door and said, “Good morning, Emily!” I used Daddy Bear to nod good morning @ her and she immediately got the idea, said, “Okay, fifteen more minutes,” and let us be.

- When she came back in, I swung myself over to the pot :P once more for three tinkles and immediately told her about my newest dream!

- After Besta got me kitted, we went over to the bathroom where I brushed my teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirted some toothpaste for me; Ela enjoyed her once weekly reprieve.

That done, I sit over the loo for one more tinkle, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        After washing and drying Era, ihead out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, where dad has left me half an egg and DUCK sandwich for breakfast! Besta makes me one mug of tea, white and two, and kindly leaves the teabag in for me to suck. XD

-        My main happiness is getting to read My Sister’s Keeper for one whole hour! Today I reach pg. fifty @ 11:05am and page seventy @11:45am. Whilst I read, Besta gently massages Ela for about forty-five minutes (even though she starts @ 11am), taking frequent breaks to drink coffee and flip television channels.

-        At midday, Besta takes me to the loo for one tinkle. Back @ the gobbling :P table, I ring Aunty Lai, who’s staying @ Aunty Nga’s while her poor fractured arm’s still casted. She tells me that Aunty nga’s in China working right now, and won’t be back till next week.

-        Besta kindly makes me one warm mug of Milo, which I drink while I happily read for like another thirty minutes while she cooks me some yummy fried rice for lunch.

-        At 12:55pm, Besta takes me once more to the loo for two tinkles, before leaving me with one bowl of fried rice for lunch and another mug of white tea, sweetened with two sugars. I eat and happily continue reading after she’s gone, reaching pg. 125 @ 1:45pm.

-        Lunch done, I walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        At 1:50pm, I take myself once slowly and safely to the loo and back for two tinkles, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

-        Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm today.

-        Fingers crossed PIG mum’ll take me out to Warrigal Square for dinner tonight! Dad’s got fellowship with all the other church brothers.

-        I’m planning to watch the last Harry Potter movie tonight; it’s airing @ 8:45pm!

-        Toms: just church, nothing special. Fingers crossed the parents will lemme out for lunch with other church peoples afterwards, coz I don’t have any plans for the arvo and will prolly just be staring @ the computer until PIG mum tumbles down from pigland and orders that I shower.

-        So hopefully bbl after Kim’s gone, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^