Good evening again! Em’s new plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 2303. anyways, continuing today’s events?
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I use the pot :P once more then get myself mostly kitted. PIG mum comes to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces (only coz she doesn’t wanna be late for work) before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela).
Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast was about half a bowl of plain porridge with one slice of unbuttered toast shredded into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also I also continue continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, - brb!
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