Good morning, and MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :D Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding 459 steps (but don't expect much more from me today, coz the horrid parents are gleefully restricting me from sharing Christmas lunch out with anyone ><); secondly, TWFT topic's 'How Silently The Wondrous Gift Is Given' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's twenty-three but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed THIRTY-THREE MINUTES online after I get back home from Christmas service @ church!!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:25am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At 9:50am, I played one Bejeweled game lasting 6:11; now, I just haveta play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I'm content to not play again today. XD
-Daddy Bear, Juice and I all cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P when PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's inside my room to hit me with some eye goo and to help me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hasn't left for church yet before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
-PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO and both shoelaces, only because she doesn't wanna be late to the Canto service @ 9am. That done, I let her gleefully FORCE :( meto walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one plain unbuttered bun with the smallest dab of marmalade ever, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one mug of sugarless tea. When I get the sugar to add myself teaspoonfuls, PIG mum sees me add one then chucks a cow and tips the tea out! Luckily, she makes me another one; this time, I'm smart enough to wait until she's left for church before going to get the sugar and adding myself the two missing teaspoonfuls. XD over breakfast, I also spend about ten minutes also finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Breakfast over, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Nature calls twice and both times, I take myself once slowly and safely to the loo and back, again and always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Waiting for PIG mum to come back and take me to the English service, now. Doubt she'll wait for me inside the loo coz she's just too damn eager to join the other aunties on their very informal 'fellowship' (notsure why she calls it that; they don't do anything Biblical I'm pretty sure; they just drink coffee and gossip!) buthopefully I'll find someone who will walkk behind me to my usual seat.
- Then I've got a lonely arvo waiting for me: the parents won't lemme attend the Christmas lunch Pastor Grace's holding @ her place, meaning I'll prolly be restricted to barely half a bowl of tasteless leftovers for lunch then spend a lonely arvo staring @ the computer until PIG mum tumbles downstairs from pigland and orders that I take a shower. *sigh* Toms isn't looking much better, either: not sure will dad take PIG mum and I out to the Boxing Day Sales; if he won't, not sure will PIG mum take me to see the new Star Wars movie (but she prolly won't). It's looking like a very lonely Christmas and Boxing Day for me... *sigh* Anyways, hope to see everyone @ church soon, and fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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