Heylo again and good afternoon! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 402 but secondly and way more importantly, I'm still owed FORTY MINUTES online after Kim leaves @ 6pm!!! Righteo, continuing today's events?
- After one loo trip, I spent the ten minutes till 5:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Theteddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P like twice more before PIG mum hits me with the eye goo and leaves for work around 7:30am. once she's left, I spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- The teddies and I cuddle and continue snoring, me waking like twice more for the pot :P until Besta arrives five minutes early. She escapes the wrath of the Bear Bum coz she knows to give us fifteen more minutes first. XD
- When she comes in, I use the pot :P once more for @ least three tinkles and she gets me kitted, before we walk over together to the bathroom, where I brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirts me some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her once weekly reprieve~
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two more tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and spending a lil while finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I head outside to the gobbling :P table for breakfast. Thanks to dad who left me half a ham and egg sandwich; thanks also to Besta who cooked the bread yummy and added half a slice of cheese for me. I also enjoyed one mug of tea, white and two, although Besta accidentally chucked the teabag out! She offered to add another one for me but I was like nah, don't bother.
After breakfast, I turned the light on the popped online. First, I ahow Besta the e-mail from Monique saying that I can give Besta chocolates then I pop online for myself, while Besta gently massages Ela.
- At midday, I use the loo for one tinkle. Back online, I try ringing Aunty Nga 9coz Aunty Lai's living with her while her poor wrist fracture hasn't healed yert) and learn from Annie jie jie that they've gone overseas to like Korea/Taiwan for holidays!
- Thanks to Besta who made me one warm mug of Milo; she also gave me this ENORMOUS banana!!
- for some reason, dad asked her also to cook fried rice; I think it's my Christmas lunch toms. 8sigh8 But Besta has kindly given me a small half bowl for first lunch. Xd
- Super-excited: Peggy and Leanne are coming to take me for Christmas lunch @ 1pm!
- Then Kim's coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she'll lemme drink white tea and that I'll get the chance to read for one hour again~
Toms: just church, nothing special. Oh, wait: the special thing's that it's CHRISTMAS toms! Will be attending church then, but expecting a lonesome lunch and entire arvo home coz the parents won't lemme attend the Christmas lunch Pastor Grace's holding toms. *sigh8 Anyways, hopoefully bbl, else hope to see evereyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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