Good morning! Tee hee, I’m posting before midday again. XD Firstly, today I've only been hard @ work plodding 699 steps (obviously, I haven't left the house yet!) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'The Power of Intercessory Prayer' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's thirty-one but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after I get back home from church!!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 5:25am, and after one pot :p trip I spent the ten minutes till 5:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear cuddled and snored; when dearest dad began his day @ 6:05am i hadn't fallen back asleep yet and heard him come downstairs, but after I fell back asleep, 'twas a deep one and I didn't wake for the pot :p again until PIG mum starts a-STOMPING around upstairs!
- Soon, she's inside my room, hitting me with the eye goo and helping me very slightly not only with a bra but a tee also, because dearest dad hasn't left for work yet.
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO and both laces, only coz she doesn't wanna be late to Canto service.I'm not even outta bed yet, and she's already bitching about my terrible posture! *sigh* Like every week, I'm only hoping for ONE BLOODY DAY where I get a break from all that; it's not too much to ask, surely??
- That done, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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