Sunday Post 179

Good morning! Lol, I’m really gonna enjoy these several weeks where I can post before midday! XD Anyways, firstly today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 483 steps (obviously, I haven’t left the house yet!); secondly, TWFT topic’s The Virtue of Humility (1) and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s twenty-nine but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY-THREE MINUTES online when I get home this arvo!!! Anyways, events for today?

- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! When nature called @ 5 :05am, 'twas bright enough to see the clock, but my legs were still sleepy and begged my bladder for some more sleep first. She said "Okay," and didn't call again till 6:05am! XD

- After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

- Afterwards, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored, me waking to use the pot :P again around 7:05am when the parents started banging around downstairs preparing breakfast. Around 7:30am, PIG mum came to help me slightly with not only a bra but also my tee, coz dearest dad hadn't left for church yet, score~

- I gave myself fifteen more minutes then got myself kitted. PIG mum came back to help with Elf's AFO and my laces; I know that's only coz she doesn't wanna be late to the Canto service @ 9am and I'm sure I'll be tying them myself after I shower later today.

- That done, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continue continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- Breakfast is one small half-bowl of porridge, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I watch weekend Sunrise!

- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- Nature calls @ 9:40am and again @ 10:05am; both times I take myself slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- Just church today, definitely nothing special. Fingers crossed that PIG mum'll lemme out for lunch with other church peoples afterwards!

- Don't have any plans for the arvo; will prolly just spend a lonely few hours staring @ the computer until PIG mum tumbles downstairs and orders that i take a shower. XD

- Toms: might have MSG? Gotta complete the next study this arvo, then.

- Late morning appointment to see uncle Tom the Chinese herbalist for some left limb massage and acupuncture toms. Must remember to get Ela to pick my nose toms night. XD

- Fingers crossed PIG mum'll lemme buy some Subway back for lunch with dearest dad afterwards~

- Early afternoon torture session with Vincent the physio. ><

- Then Kim's coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.

- So hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing weekend ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^