Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 5801 steps (ha, I'm more than half a normal person today! XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'How To Deal With Difficult People (3) and thirdly, the spam count for the week's thirty-seven. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! This was despite the cruel and unfaithful God deliberately trying to ruin my awesome sleep streak by deliberately sending the garbage truck THUNDERING down our road so early 'twas STILL PITCH BLACK (i.e. the sky hadn't even started lightening yet) but I torose above His near-overwhelming hatred, totally ignored Him and coaxed my bladder to please lemme fall back asleep and not call again until the Sun had risen sufficiently for me to see the time on my clock, which wasn't till 7am!
- After one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:10am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- I cuddle Mickey (my pyjama top that PIG mum rolled up for me; Shirley's still waiting for some sunshine for drying) and happily snore for another hour, waking again for the pot :P when dearest dad considerately walks silently along the hallway to unpop the lock leading into the garage.
- After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me and Shirley into bed and leaves for his hard day's work, we cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon after that, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleeful;ly FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- At 3:31pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:49. Now, lemme finish one more lasting between six and seven minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was my delicious chocolate custard bun, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and another mug of Milo. Luckily I remembered the custard bun; originally PIG mum was telling me to make myself an avocado toastie! Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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Cheers,
Em. ^^
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