Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 5969 steps (ha, I'm more than half a normal person XD) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Overcoming Rejection (1)'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 16TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:40am and after one pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes until 7:50am At beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At 4:43pm, I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:03. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Dearest dad left for his hard day's work not long afterwards, coming into my room to kiss me bye and retuck me into bed. He also said I had time to watch the entire 6pm news bulletin and wolf down dinner before attending small group, yay!
- Now @ 5:10pm I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:50. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- I happily snore for another hour. Actually, I was dreaming when PIG mum began her daily a-THUMPING around; huh, she made me forget my dream. >< Not that she cared! XD
- So she hits me with the eye goo, helps me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap and then leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, after which I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out to the gobbling :P table when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Breakfast is another of those adorable little muffins PIG mum recently baked, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and another mug of Milo. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Only fifteen minutes left, so just briefly:
- Went to APO and got adjustments done for AFO.
- Came home, got myself a spoon and had rice leftovers and one mug of Chinese tea for lunch.
- Hannah took me out to the NAB. Physio today: walked ENTIRE session again; twenty laps of the small hallway and twenty-eight laps of the big hallway
- Came home, showered and had a yummy banana for arvo tea with one mug of jasmine green tea.
- Hoping to watch Nine's 6pm news soon!
- Will wolf down dinner afterwards and then dad will drive me to church for small group Bible study. Fingers crossed we can have supper @ Maccas afterwards!
- Toms: an early start: Hannah's coming @ 8am and taking me to UQ for my big two-hour physio session!
- Will come home, shower and have lunch.
- No plans for the rest of the day/night ... maybe I'll watch Nine's news again?
- Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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