Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday. XD Firstly, I'm not gonna login any plodding total until after I've plodded the treadmill with David and secondly, TWFT topic's "Stay Out Of Harm's Way" but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-THREE MINUTES online after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 11:29am, I lasted 6:15. Now, lemme play one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I'll promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- I used the pot :P once around 1am last night and again around 6:50am this morning, before spending the ten minutes till 7:00am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Now @ 11:57am I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:53. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Nature called again one hour later; after another pot :P trip I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After dearest dad retucked me back into bed and left for his hard day's work, I happily snore for another hour and more, waking again for the pot another hour later. Strange that PIG mum still doesn't begin her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs? I give myself fifteen more minutes and then bang the wall for her; yup, she overslept. XD
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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