Sunday Post 352b

 Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Sunday! Firstly, Em's potential final, final plodding total for Sunday now stands @ 3445 and secondly, the potential final, final spam count for the weekend's now only six. Oh, and Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Watch Me!' Righteo, take two: events for today?

• Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like the past two days, nature didn't call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep, since I knew PIG mum would start getting noisy @ 7:30am!
• One hour later, nature awoke me and I used the pot :P again, before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

   

• Ten minutes later, PIG mum begins her usual daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's around; you can bet your bottom dollar she won't help toms coz he's left for work)before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.

• PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After I washed and dried Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the dining room, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Annoyance was @ horrid PIG mum who smugly ordered me to go fetch myself a spoon AFTER I'd made the trip down the hallway; had she been thoughtful enough to tell me to get the spoon while I was making my way down the hallway I'd have detoured to the computer and noted down that I'd done it for her first! Instead, that necessitated a trip all the way back to the computer. *sigh*

• Breakfast was one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Since PIG mum still hadn't finished getting dressed for church by - hopefully bbl!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^