Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 4541 steps (ha, I'm just over 4.5 grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Learn To Wait' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really;y still owed FORTY MINUTES online after I attend online choir practice!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Just like yesterday, nature didn't call until 6:35am; after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since dearest dad usually leaves for work @ 7:45am!
- Yup, one hour later @ 7:35am, dearest dad very considerately walks silently along the hallway and unpops the lock leading into the garage; that's my wakeup call to use the pot :P once again, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Alaistair and I happily cuddle and snore for another hour, me waking to use the pot :P once more when noisy PIG mum starts her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with absolutely nothing but the bra star before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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