Thursday Post 352b

 Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for today! Firstly, Em's potential final, final plodding total for Thursday now stands @ apparently 6764 but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY-SIX MINUTES online after I get back from dinner with Annie!! Anyways, events for today?

• Nature called once around 2:30am and again @ 6:50am; after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

   

• Nature called again one hour later, and after another pot :P trip I cuddled Alaistair and we waited for Tina's late arrival - four minutes late today. She gave me fifteen more minutes but came back thirty seconds too early; luckily, she obeyed when Alaistair sent her away. XD

• When she comes back the second time, I give her step-by-step instructions on how to get me kitted before we head over to the bathroom where I brush teeth. Thanks to Tina who squirted me out some toothpaste; Ela enjoys her first break this week~

• Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, just coming out to the gobbling :P table when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.

• Breakfast is one delicious slice of cake made by Aunty Carly! I also drink one full mug of water, pop all my usual drugs :P and spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* Thanks to Tina who turned Today on for my viewing pleasure~

• Breakfast finished, I head to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• After washing and drying Era I climb into Tina's car and she tootles me off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my fortnightly shopping trip, finding side parking on level two.

• I use the loo once, grab the Orson Scott Card and Aaron Johnstone novel I've been reading recently and happily read for one hour, finishing pg. 125 @ 10:02am, reaching pg. 150 @ 10:32 and finishing pg. 175 @ 11:02
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^