Wednesday Post 353

 Good afternoon! firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 4286 steps (sweet, I don't exceed four grand too often! XD) and secondly, TWFT topic's 'Today God Is With You' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY MINUTES online after choir practice!! Anyways, events for today?

• Lol, you'd think after attending Toastmasters and PIG mum amazingly letting me use up my final twenty minutes online instead of booting me straight to bed would ensure me an awesome night's sleep, right? Nope, @ 1:30am my idiot bladder nudged me awake and ordered that I use the pot.>< XD
• Nature called again around 6:35am; after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• One hour later, PIG mum wakes me with her daily a-THUMPING around. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely outside to the dining hall, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Since Victoria's arrived, PIG mum decides she wants to show off to Victoria how much power she's got over me and demands I get myself a spoon for breakfast. Hey, I thought yesterday marked six months where I had toast for breakfast! Anyway, I went to the computer and noted down that I'd done that first; by the time I went over to fetch the spoon PIG mum had already gone upstairs to attend to her personal needs and I was safe to fully lean against the side and get the spoon. XD
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^