Good afternoon! Wonder why Wally doesn't love me... he's only given me 942 steps today? But John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "God's Will's That You Draw Near'; TWFT topic's 'Work On Improving Your Communication Skills'; Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Ripe For God's Restoration' and the spam count for the weekend's just four. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once around 12:20am; I used the pot :P again around 6:20am when PIG mum's daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs before immediately falling back asleep again since I was certain she'd get very noisy one hour later!
- Like clockwork, PIG mum a-THUMPING back upstairs @ 7:20am wakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Ten minutes later, she lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely over to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one of the yummy pork floss buns I helped PIG mum make last night! I also pop all my usual drugs :P and drink one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After I wash and dry Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks beneath the service room; I hike up the ramp and use the last normal female cubicle for one tinkle because both the disabled loo's lid and the first two cubicle's lids are both down. Actually, I was gonna use the third cubicle because the lid was up, but mother checked the final cubicle before ordering I use that because the third cubicle's seat was also up.
- After washing and drying Era, I grab my usual spot for service.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today's Uncle Colbert with the topic 'Two Important Questions".
- After service, I used the normal ladies' loo again (disabled loo lid still down and horrid PIG mum still won't lift it ><), grabbed a packet of bikkies and took a seat @ the back where the toilets are.
- Some random aunty gave me a box of Ferrero Rocher chocolates! Hello, I HAVE A NUT ALLERGY AND WILL EXPLODE UPON CONSUMPTION!! >< Well thankfully the exploding part's exaggeration but the allergy's real ... but I checked the ingredients, and I can eat the bottom row because that's just dark chocolate and nut free!
- For lunch, dad tootled me off to Hungry Jack's. Am pissed coz I showed him how he could a free large coffee but he wouldn't lemme redeem my $1 drumstick mini; next time I'm DEFINITELY NOT TELLING HIM should something else good pops up!!
- Became more pissed when I got home, saw PIG mum had closed the loo lid and dad wouldn't lift it, meaning I had to. ><
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day online I'll head over to the gobbling :P table and read for one hour. Hopefully PIG mum'll lemme have one of those dark chocolate balls from the box of Ferrero Rocher that random lady gave me.
- Dad had better not take us to SCSC for dinner again!
- Toms: seeing Ray for some massage and acupuncture. Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him. XD
Lena's minding me from 4-6. Fingers crossed that I can read Earth Unaware for one hour and watch the 6pm news for the 7th time, unless I can do that tonight! - Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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