Saturday, January 13, 2024

Sunday Post 291

 Good afternoon!  Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2014 steps (ha, I'm just over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Command That Creates'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Growing Through Criticism'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'A Gaze Fixed On God' and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's just three. Anyways, events for today?

  • Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until noisy PIG mum woke me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs; after one pot :P trip I immediately fall back asleep again since I'm certain she'll get very noisy again exactly one hour later!
  • Yup, like clockwork, noisy PIG mum STOMPING back upstairs exactly one  hour later wakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • PIG mum lets herself into my room @ 7:30am to hit me with the eye goo and help esceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home; you can bet she won't help toms) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back and finishes with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry both hands and then head out to the gobbling :P table with PIG mum.
  • Breakfast is one of those little chicken buns I recently helped mother make, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

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