Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1137 steps (ha, I'm over one grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "Prayer's Exclamation Point"; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Learning To Listen To God (3)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "I AM" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY-ONE MINUTES online after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?
- EPIC FAILURE. >< Not only did my awesome streak end, I had some LBL! >< I tried calling upstairs to PIG mum and telling her, but either she didn't hear/forgot to turn the baby monitor on, coz she didn't respond. I just made sure Pijum and Pearl were outta the way and fell back asleep.
- Nature called again around 7:45am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Around 9:30am, PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs awoke me for another pot :P trip and soon she was inside my room hitting me with the eye goo. I immediately told her what had happened and apologised profusely; amazingly, she didn't bite my head off and suggested this might've happened since I was so happy and wzxited taling to Aunty Nga over our once-weekly Facebook video chat.
- PIG mum helped me very slightly with not only the bra strap but also the tee (since dearest dad was @ home) and I quickly pulled on everything else, skipping my usual fifteen more minutes because 'twas already 9:45am.
- PIG mum finished with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of the less-yummy (sticky) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of dad's 4WD and buckle my seatbelt. Dearest dad tootles us all out to Warrigal Square Woolies for grocery shopping.
- Aww, I see these really cute Easter bunny plushies for sale @ $20! I also see white chocolate Twix bars (my favourite but usually they're milk chocolate) and try asking PIG mum will she get one for my birthday, but she says not yet.
- Back home, I use the loo for one more tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Wonder when PIG mum'll summon me over for lunch?
- Lucy's minding me from 2:30pm till 4:30pm today. Maybe PIG mum'll let her take me to get my free birthday donut? Fingers crossed!
- Also fingers crossed that I can watch the 6pm news for the 65TH time!
- Toms: apparently it's Nisha coming @ 8:45am to help me up and take me to the NAB for physio with Peng! She'll see me home and showered before leaving @ 1:45 and I've not got anything else happening afterwards so looking forward to spending my most important two hours of the day online, reading for one hour, watching the 6pm news bulletin for the 66TH time and then start writing my birthday reflections!
- Righteo, hopefully bbl after lunch, else wishing everyone a smnashing Tuesday ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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