Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 265 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house today and maybe don't expect much more coz it's Good Friday and like everything's closed); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'When Everyone Deserts You'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Evidence Of Christ's Resurrection (1) - Good Friday" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Jesus, Our Substitute' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed THIRTY-TWO MINUTES online this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until the noisy garbage truck THUNDERED down our road and woke me; after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature calls again around 7:45am and then I snore soundly until around 9:15am, when PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for one more pot :P trip. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not just the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad hasn't gone over to the Cheung residence for morning tea yet) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of the less yummy (stick) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Happiness is finding out I've been given thirty minutes of free lives to play the HP version of Bejeweled; I play it all and have passed three levels today! But am stuck on some harder level now and prolly won't pass anymore levels for @ least another three days. XD
- Thirty free minutes used up, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above he cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. I used the loo once more @ 11:40am when nature suddenly called; right now we're waiting for Aunty Winnie to drop by with some dumplings! Dumplings are my FAVOURITE food!
- Fingers crossed dad will take us grocery shopping somewhere after lunch and I can find hot cross buns with CHOC CHIPS! XD
- Also fingers crossed PIG mum'll lemme shower early and feed me dinner @ 6pm while I watch the 6pm news for the 74TH time coz once that ends, the Broncos are kicking off against the Cowboys @ 7pm!
- Righteo, hopefully bbl else hope everyone has a lovely weekend ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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