Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1123 steps (ha, I'm over one grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Forever Satisfied'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Walking With God' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Missing The Basics'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature calls again around 7:45am; after another pot :P and happier snorings with Pijum, I'm awoken for the pot :P once more shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is two/three yummy but dry (no honey) Weet-Bix with a very light sprinkling of Minus :P over the top, all my usual drugs :P and one full cup of water. Oh, I also enjoyed the lactose-free yoghurt that Jacinta left behind and said I could eat; that tasted great! Originally I was nervous it'd taste disgusting like the vegan Whopper but perhaps I've just got inferior tastebuds. XD
Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walked myseelf slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Peng meets us near the entrance @ the NAB and waves away my profuse apologies about being late.
At 1:45pm I signed her off with my thanks and byes. She's back toms and taking me to table tennis!
The old lady's taking me to Toastmasters tonight ... what's her name, Sandra?
Sanella's coming back and taking me to table tennis toms arvo!
Anyways, maybe bbl otherwise hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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